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Thank you Redmond Fire Dept. and Mt. Bike Commuter

Tuesday, June 12th, 2007

Don’t worry.  They didn’t cart me off from anywhere on the road today.  I’m thanking them, well one particular fire fighter, for giving me accurate directions for my ride today when I was completely lost.  I was attempting to ride around Lake Washington today.  There are signs in various places claiming that there is a Lk. Washington Loop, meaning a trail all the way around the lake.  That would be a loop, no?  Well, I was in the middle of Redmond/Bellevue with no lake in sight.  I had passed said fire station before I had decided to stop and ask for directions.  I was just going to ask to take a look at their map, but this fire fighter had actually ridden around the lake a few times and knew the route.  I was off the mark, but not terribly astray.  Within 2 miles, I was looking at the lake again.  Whew! 

The ride around Lake Washington is somewhere around 60+ miles.  I didn’t actually find out since I cut the ride off at the distance I needed to cover and cut across I-90.  I ended up riding 57 miles today in about 4 hours.  Slow, but I got the distance done and that’s all that matters.  My race next weekend is 58 miles.  Now I’m probably going to just lay off of the bike until the end of next week before the race.  In the past week, I’ve ridden 99 miles and I can feel it.  I could feel it at mile 30 actually.  I was tired.  Hills were no longer manageable.  And even just keeping my speed at 15 mph was a chore.  So I think my legs are a little tired.  I did ride up a lot of hills on my way to mile 30.  Pacific NW = Hilly terrain.  I think I went up a few hills that were a few miles long.  I was able to cruise up those, but apparently I was paying for it later. 

To start my day, I ate a big breakfast.  Went for a 30 min swim.  Had lunch with a friend.  Then around 4pm I left for my ride.  I felt really strong in the beginning, which made the end feel treacherous.  I was comfy and flexible in the aero position off the bat.  Rode there quite a bit in the first 20 miles.  In the beginning of my ride, I was passed by a commuter on a Mt. Bike.  Grrr.  I was feeling a little rediculous on my Cervelo.  But I WAS taking it easy since I had a long ride ahead.  After this, I was greeted by another triathlete who is doing IMC this year.  It was cool to be encountered like that on the bike.  We talked about our upcoming races, etc.  After a few minutes, he said good day and took off on his Softride and his IMC tat on his right calf.  Pretty cool.  Further up the trail I re-encountered the commuter and asked him if I was on the right track for the trail.  He led me to the next trail 5 miles down the road and then we parted ways.  Fast forward to the Redmond Fire Dept.  The next 10 miles were pretty uneventful.  I got back to the Burke-Gilman trail (finally something familiar!).  This is where things got interesting.  I lost a CO2 cartridge (scratching head).  It fell off of my X-lab hydration kit.  I went back and got it, but was a little confused since I had just screwed it on before I left.  Apparently not as tight as it could’ve been.  I screwed it back in nice and tight and went on my way.  Stopped at a park bathroom to refill my water bottles.  I had three of them.  I had gone through two already and was currently working on my third when I stopped.  Shortly afterward, I went over a bunch of bumps in the asphalt where tree roots had begun to make their escape to the other side.  There were a bunch of them in a small area.  This was enough to catapult one of my water bottles in the back cages.  Lost some water, but not much.  This is where I began to really feel tired.  Not good since I had 30 miles or so left.  Was it the lingering effects of the 42 miler from last week?  Was it the swim earlier in the day?  Don’t know. 

Hmm… upon review of my next to last post, I’ve ridden 137 miles in the last week and a half.  Good thing I’m staying off the bike for a week or so for my taper. 

Anyhow, lost another bottle out of the back cages next to the UW medical center.  This is where I learned I can make the “grab”, for lack of better words, tighter by squeezing the cage and making it more narrow.  This is a terrible way to explain this, but it’s all my brain can muster at this point.  Fixed that.  Got myself to the I-90 bridge.  Hallelujah.  BUT, there is a giganto steep hill up to the bridge bike lane.  I made it up part of the hill, but almost fell over when I had to turn and ride up the rest of the adjacent hill.  I decided I would walk up since I didn’t have the energy or the muscle power to get up that hill on my bike.  Lame?  Yes.  But I had to push on.  I absolutely hate walking up hills in bike shoes.  I sometimes have to do it when I’m in the same situation but on other unfortunate steep hills, but not too often.  So I took the shoes off and walked in my socks.  That felt good.  I was a bit embarrassed everytime I was passed by a cyclist going down hill, but I HAD just ridden 45 miles.  One guy asked if I was okay.  I just replied, “Yeah.  Tired, tired legs and 45 miles.”  Got to the top, reapplied shoes and hopped on the bike.  Ah, I-90.  I was almost home.  At least it wasn’t windy on the bridge today like it was the other day.  Didn’t make it nearly as bad.  By this point, my neck was hurting, the aero position was not an option and I was sore.  Unfortunately, it wasn’t muscle soreness.  I can’t figure out if it’s the seat, my bike shorts, or my anatomy.  I apologize if this is TMI, but skin was getting pinched in my groin and it basically hurt for 2/3’s of the ride.  OUCH.  It was pretty much uncomfortable to ride for the last 30 miles.  I’m so glad to be off the bike, but what am I going to do about race day?  Gotta figure something out. 

As for nutrition, I went through 4.5 bottles of water.  One of which had a tablet of Nuun Tri-Berry in it.  I also took in three Accelerade gels.  I learned that this was probably not enough nutrition.  I think I might have been in a better place at the end had I had more calories on board.  Good thing I found this out today.  I think I’m gonna end up filling up one of my bottles with Ensure or Soy milk for more calories on top of the gels.  Hopefully, that plus the rest I’ll get this week will help me out on the bike portion next week. 

Afterwards, I ate a little something and then spent 30 mins in the hot tub at my apartment complex.  When I got back to my apt, I had no energy or creativity to cook anything.  So I hopped in my car and ended up at a mexican restaurant.  I scarfed down the beans and rice in less than a few minutes.  Inhaled is more like it.  By the time the waiter came over to see how everything was, the beans and rice were gone and I was already going on the huevos rancheros.  YUM!!!!  And homemade tortillas!  I was in heaven!  I felt super full afterwards, but it was well worth it.  

During the last 30 miles, I was thinking about how to say thank you to the fire fighter for leading the blind home.  I thought about the brownie mixes I had in the cupboard.  Perfect!  Except that I didn’t have any cooking pans.  I don’t know how I expected to cook them for myself.  :)   I figured they have to stay up all night and they have access to a kitchen at their station, so . . . I took them two boxes of triple fudge brownie mix and one box of blueberry muffins.  When I got to the station, the same fire fighter was in the garage on the phone.  Awesome!  I got to thank him in person and give him his gift to share.  He said it wasn’t necessary, but I thought it was.  His directions were right on and he got me back to the side of Lake Washington that I am familiar with.  

Today was also a good challenge for my mental training.  There were times when I wanted to stop and rest and try to recover for the rest of the ride.  But I kept telling myself - I’m not going to do that in the middle of a race so I just need to keep pushing.  I need to know that I can do the distance without stopping, with the exception of flying CO2 cartridges and water bottles.  I made it with out having to stop which was good mental training.  Hopefully, it will come through next weekend. 

So there it is.  My half great/half treacherous bike report.  I’m hoping it’ll be a bit different next weekend.  Time to drag my weary a$$ to bed now.      

Mem. Day Wknd training

Monday, May 28th, 2007

Didn’t do as much as I would’ve liked this weekend, but did get some training in. Didn’t do anything Sat since I got off of work at 7:30a that morning.  I take that back.  I commuted by bike to work the night before and back home that morning.  Almost forgot about that.  

Went to the swim clinic on Mercer Island with a friend yesterday.  Seems I lost some of my technique in the last month from not swimming.  I found out I’m putting my head under water when I swim which makes it harder in several ways - turning to breathe and going forward efficiently - and angling my hand upward after it enters the water, before I bring it down to pull.  Funky swimmin’.  Easy fixes though.

Today, ran 3.67 miles in 40 mins.  Slow, but not bad for not having run much lately.  Followed it up with a 10 mile bike ride over 48 mins.  Not as fast as I thought I was going.  :(   I tried working on the uphills by actively using my calves to crank the pedals and increase my cadence.  Even though I was trying to spin up the hill, I think I ended up mashing up the hill due to the extra effort of the calves.  That was tough.  There were a lot of bugs out today.  Swarms of them.  Thankfully, I wore my sunglasses.  Definitely ate a few, spit one out and collected the rest on my shirt and shorts. 

I’m having to admit to myself that I’m constantly dealing with my inner demons.  I try to trick myself that I’ve dealt with them once and they won’t return ever again and I can move on (hence some of my posts), which is extremely naive of me.  This is not the case in any way, shape or form.  I have to deal with them in everything I do on a daily basis, as I’m sure everyone does.  Waking up.  Getting out to train.  Doing anything all the way rather than half fast.  Etc.  Today, it was getting out of bed.  So tired today.  Got to the bottom of an uphill on the bike and tried to talk myself into turning around and going home.  Why??  Why say no to getting stronger, faster, fitter?  Why say yes to not becoming the athlete you want to become.  This was my inner dialogue during the ride.  Even before I left for my run, I had to tell myself to not think, just do. Just get dressed for the run.  Don’t think about anything else.  Focus on getting dressed and out the door.  It worked, but sheesh.  I’m really amazed and disappointed that it takes this much to get me out of the house.  I’m fine once I get out of the house, but it’s almost as though the house is magnetized and I have a hard time getting away from it’s pull.  I want to get out and train and know that I should, but I get stuck. 

If you’re reading this, sorry about the rant.  I guess I just needed to get all of that out of my head and into some concrete space where they can swim bedsides in my head. 

Feeding the athlete, not the monster

Tuesday, November 14th, 2006

I love this saying.  It is my new mantra.  It is the only thing that has really clicked in my brain and made me want to wage the war against the moster.  The monster being my doubtful side.  The side that calls it quits early because it’s the easier option.  The side that isn’t strong enough to tough through the hard parts of training.  The side which wins more often than it should. 

I got my first taste of feeding the athlete Sunday.  It felt great to tell myself something and actually have it lift my spirits and make me want to fight.  To make me want to prove the monster wrong.  To tell myself that this WILL make me stronger as long as I finish and run the whole way and believe it. 

The monster moaned that it was raining, cold, and dark.  Alluding that I should feel the same way and that if I stopped it would go away.  I could just call a friend or hop on a bus back to my car. 

The athlete answered that IT would rather be fed.  It wanted to finish strong in two weeks at the half marathon.  It wanted to know it would be able to run the full distance and possibly PR.  It wanted to know the glory of having toughed it out on a crappy day while wearing wet clothes and having tight glutes.  It wanted to confirm that the nutrition plan being utilized that day would enable it to go the distance and feel strong and fabulous at the end. 

Sunday, the athlete was louder than the monster.  For once, it was the monster that was weak.  The athlete made it even sweeter at the end by looking towards future race finishes and envisioning itself there.  The glory of all the hard work, sweat, and tears showing through in the end.

Long live the athlete.